I remember I used to be really scared of fiberglass as a child. I was always walking around claiming that a microscopic thread of insulation was lodged in my foot and making it bleed. The weird thing was my foot would actually be bleeding from a tiny pin pricked spot that extended quite deep into the sole. How I determined that to be fiberglass, I don't know. Maybe it was fiberglass? But can that actually pierce the skin? I was so paranoid and thought that the world was infected by it and the wind was just spreading it, Ice-9 style. Oh yes and my so called chest pains. I still claim that they were real (resulting in much medical testing all "proving" negative) but Clavdia says that these phantom signs are quite common in children. Who don't want to go to school. Neurotic children turn into...

If I don't sleep, I get so much done and can watch so many dvds. I woke up at around 8 and went to class, went to MoMA to study a painting for a formal analysis paper (chose a Bacon which is technically post war but barely), met up with my friend and bought 8 fabrics (for "denim" organza schoolgirl dress and the patchwork dress), bought studs at M+J, beads at Toho Shoji, bought metal for metal class, picked up my book at Kinokuniya, bought bread at Cafe Zaiya, finished my embroidery homework and tried a few experiments, watched "The Emperor and the Assasin," organized some research for thesis, started laying out the formal analysis paper structure...I browsed all floors of the new Kinokuniya and it IS much better than it was. The one uptown was smaller and less well layed out and there wasn't a tiny Cafe Zaiya inside! I almost bought an Amane Misa figurine. I was supposed to go back into the city and work out but since it's almost 4 am I guess I didn't. I also am 1/2 way through a Jdrama that I started today. Too much Japanese stuff today at least I got a bit of Gong Li in there. I just hate sleeping!! Give me some meth I don't ever want to close my eyes. Except my teeth area fucked up enough already.